I have a fucking headache and i feel like hurting ppl i feel violent i want to hurt i want to scream
I just dont want to give a fuck.
Ik shes not feeling good bc 1 of her animals died…but shes like “ok. Talk to me when ur feeling better” like thnx ill probably never feel better.
I DONT FEEL SAFE I WANT SOMEONE TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE I WANTED HER TO MAKE ME FEEL SAFE BUT I JUST ENDED UP FUCKING SHIT UP
Someone: *has a different opinion than me*
Me: uh. No. Im right. Im always right. Fuck you
She got mad at me. She got mad at me for being sad. My best friend wouldnt get mad at me. Where are they. Why arent they here.
I really need to let this fucking out bc its been bothering me for a fucking long time and ive just been holding it back bc im afraid of being manipulative just by expressing my shitty feelings
Im being such a bitch
I just. Why do i let people into my life. When they are going to leave eventually. Live a better life eventually. Im pulling everyone down. Maybe i shouldnt even be here.
Im catholic but it feels like God isn’t real